An end to an era and the beginning of a new dawn (how cliche lol)

I'm done. There is nothing left to do except wait 'til next week. My last day of high school was today. My last track meet is tomorrow. There have been a number of lasts over the past few weeks and it's been kind of weird. So I've still got a few things that I need or want to tell some people that are important to me before I depart from Hebron in the next couple of months, but a few of these things are gonna be kinda hard to say. Really, I don't know if I'm up to saying them. However, if I don't I feel it might be even worse.

Many thoughts swirl in and out of my head right now and I really dunno what to write about because there is so much. I think I'll just leave it off with the lyrics to the song I'm listening to right now. It kinda describes everything right now:

This is my time
This is my tear
I can see clearly now
That this is not a place
For playing solitaire
Tell me where you want me
This is my time
This is my tear

Comin' on strong
Baudelaire
Seems to me like
All the world gets high
When you take a dare
Let it rise before you
This is my time

All in all I'm
Loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this
In the end
All will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give
Say it now because you never know

Devil may cry devil may care
Distiller's got a scream
And now I know just why
When she's movin' air
Can you feel the voltage
This is my time
California skies
Got room to spare
This is my time

Take it outside
Take it out there
Seems to me like
All the world gets high
When you take a dare
In the final moment
This is my time

Say it now because you never know....

"Tear" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers